Must Be Happy

I understand now!
I need to be happy cuz I know we'll have a happy future if we're happy now!
I'll think positively and live happily everyday I'm here so I can go back to Malaysia happily.
Live in the present and go with the flow.
And trust is what I need to do now.
Don't think anymore and just trust!
Cuz if u have trust in someone, u'll worry less.
GOOD LUCK KY!
U can do it! :)
Time flies real fast!
Very soon u can be permanently based in Malaysia! xD

I am really SAD TODAY! Woke up without the alarm and started crying! Went to brush my teeth and tears drop without me controlling. Went down for lunch. Took cereals. Ate one bite then tears drop again. ~.~ Ended up not eating cuz no mood to eat and friend was there. Ran up to my room and cried again. The cleaner heard me and told her advisor. Her advisor went to tell the person who is in charge of international students. The first time she came I wasn't in. At night she came to talk to me. Thought I got homesick. Talk a while then she left! I continue to watch dream high. Watched 4 episode cuz have no mood for anything else.

You leave me clueless

I don't understand! Even though you want someone to be mature and independent. Don't you give them more time? How can one change so fast and easily?! How come?! How can?! Why?! I do wish someone can understand how I feel now! You're the only one who knows everything but you choose to not share! Who should I go to now?

Maybe I realize the way you type and talk change! ~.~ I miss the old you!!! :S

Sudden realization!

I realize that I've been trying too hard to make something work without realising how tiring and stressful it can be for that particular person.
I guess I should chill a little bit and give them more space to breathe.
If not there won't be a happy outcome!
The way you trying to make this good now is actually making it worst, making them hate you more only.
Chillex KY!
Don't rush something too much!
Find a new method!
Let them rest and breathe!

Haven't been updating my blog for the past few days cause nothing interesting had occur. Lecturs has begin and everyone is busy waking up early for classes. But not for me, I don't need to rush like them as my lestures and tutorials start late. I'm quite relax. BORED lah!! :O

Anyways, I've been going to the gym and badminton for almost everyday now. The problem is I didn't sweat at all cause of the cold air. :(

Last Sunday was Karla's 18th birthday. We went to laser force to so-call celebrate for her. Around 25 people went. We played laser strike and golf for NZ$8 which is around RM16/17?. Not too expensive! :)

Two awkward thing happened to me last week and YESTERDAY!! :s

Situation 1 : One fine day (after lunch I think), I came up from ground floor to pangsai. All 3 toilet door which were not close. I went into the first one. Open the door, there's this guy doing his business WITHOUT closing the door! OMG! I didn't say anything and quickly ran out the toilet and go into my room. Can't stop laughing! And I ended up going to my bro's place to berak. :s

Situation 2 : Yesterday before going to bed, I went to the toilet around 1/2am to pee. While I walk in the toilet to pee, there's this guy (SAME GUY) with NO PANTS in the middle of the toilet infront of the sink! Right hand holding his towel while the other hand quickly wear his boxer up. I quickly turn back and walk out the toilet, he wear his boxer then ask me what I want to do. I say I want to use the toilet. Went in the toilet quickly to pee without looking at him, but I didn't manage to pee all out as I was ~.~! He say sorry about that. I have no choice but I've to say it's alright. ~.~!!! I quickly wash my hand then ran back to my room. After a while, I went back to ease my pee again. OMG!! Unlucky for me to see that guy in the toilet LAH!! :S

Picture time~~




Didn't eat the taco as it was beef! Don't like the taste!

Me with pyjamas shaking hands with the ''future president/famous people''

Walking to laser force

Their bowling track so short

Me playing golf

I'll SHOOT u DOWN!! :P

I am so BORED! Today was my second day of my lecture and I'm not liking it. All of my friends had so many lectures to attend. But I have only 40 minutes today and 30 minutes tomorrow! So sad wei. :( While waiting for lunch, I watch American Pie 5. Ewww.. :s Oh ya, I received a letter today! :D After dinner, we had a compulsory college meeting. The meeting is a talk about alcohol, drugs and sex. :s


They broadcast the lecture on the screen. :o

My letter :)

Cheska

Check out my room! :)

Look how my room transform! From messy ---> Awesome! :)

So many plastic bags

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Tadaaaaaaa!! Tidy right? :D

27/2/11 & 28/2/11

My Time Table


27th Feb 2011
Went to play ping pong and did steps with Gillian in the gym today!

28th Feb 2011

Went to one lecture today! Sien! :s After that, I went for yoga and meditation with Gillian. After dinner, played foosball then went to have supper with the master. The master makes pancake for us and had a sharing session with us.

Text from the master

Master making pancakes

200th Post!!

Wooohoooo!!
Dua ratus post dah.
What shall I say for this post?
Let me tell u guys how I feel now.

First of all, I miss home! I miss my family! I miss schools and college! I miss my cousin! I miss PJ! I miss Malaysia! I MISS MY FRIENDS! :(

At first I thought going oversea to study is a great opportunity for me as not everyone have the chance. But after coming here, I realise that things ain't how I thought it will be.

I seriously didn't know why I get myself into studying abroad idea so fast! I should do twinning or something else instead of coming straight after SAM!

Secondly, I'll tell you how's NZ. The weather here is NOT COOL AT ALL! It's so cold even though it's SUMMER. I don't know what to expect during winter. Probably, I'll be hiding myself under my blanket. :(

Next, FOOD! The food is UniCol is Yummy! Enjoying it! FYI, I gain 2 KGs! :(

Another thing which I find it NOT COOL is that I need to walk alot! Need to walk to the town, to different lectures, tutorials and lab which is located at different place. ~.~ So lazy!

People I met here are quite nice. They help me when I'm in need. :) Most of the people I mix with are Asians. This is because the ang moh here like to drink and party.

Lastly, I'll like to say that I'm pretty happy that my bro is here. At least I have someone to seek help from! :)