I am really SAD TODAY! Woke up without the alarm and started crying! Went to brush my teeth and tears drop without me controlling. Went down for lunch. Took cereals. Ate one bite then tears drop again. ~.~ Ended up not eating cuz no mood to eat and friend was there. Ran up to my room and cried again. The cleaner heard me and told her advisor. Her advisor went to tell the person who is in charge of international students. The first time she came I wasn't in. At night she came to talk to me. Thought I got homesick. Talk a while then she left! I continue to watch dream high. Watched 4 episode cuz have no mood for anything else.